Portrait of Geovane, the site's author, on the Elucubrations page. He appears in a 'Morpheus' style, sitting in a dark library, offering a red pill and a blue pill, inviting the reader to choose between truth and illusion.

Musings

To ponder is to work by lamplight, to burn the midnight oil searching for meaning. Here I offer no easy answers (the blue pill), but my honest attempt to confront reality (the red pill), be it about the silence of deafness or the noise of daily life.

Flow of Kindness

Geovane Souza with his family on the Supervia train experiencing the Flow of Kindness in Rio de Janeiro.

Yesterday, in the infernal summer heat of Rio de Janeiro, a train vendor gave me a lesson in generosity I didn't expect. Between the physical pain of the noise amplified by my deafness and a spiritual "slap in the face" at my garage door, I discovered that gratitude demands action. A confessional account of fatherhood, limitations, and the duty not to interrupt the flow of good.

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Rebel Hostage

A little over a month ago I experienced the misfortune of further deterioration in my hearing, which has made me even more dependent on my hearing aids, particularly…

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